I feel as if I am loosing it. Going crazy spinning out of control. I told someone last night to either step up to the late or get the hell out of my life. And its not just that I am full of stress and I need a break. I don't want to eat huge amounts of ice cream or drink my self stupid because I just cant put my finger on what it is I need. But something is building inside of me and I feel it in my chest.
If I knew what I needed I would do it. You know a hot bath , candles , etc. I have got to get it together.