Friday, March 28, 2008


I have no reason for this set of numbers. I was kinda stuck on this one. But here they are my numbers. For SPF. Did you play? Run over to Random and Odd and play too.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008


So this Friday Kristine over at Random and Odd has made SPF (Stuff Portrait Friday) all about numbers.

NUMBERS. It seems like everything lately revolves around numbers; age, dates, birthdays, weight, money, sizes…everything is a number.
Here are a bunch of examples of NUMBERS in photography.
Don’t forget to post this Friday’s assignment on your blog so your readers can get ready.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Stuff Portrait Friday - Your Favorite Picture

Kristine over at Random and Odd has started back up with Stuff Portrait Friday again YAY!!! The link to her site is over to the right there. Anywho I have a lot of favorite pictures but this one happens to be one that is in my computer. I still need to scan all my pictures. I like this one. Why ? well it is just the over grown look of the stairs. I really can't explain why I just thought it was cool when I took it.

You shouold do it. Post your favorite picture then go over to Random and Odd and tell Kristine you played so everyone can check out your photo.

Monday, March 17, 2008

I didn't even have to yell

Today I had to call tech support for a web site we use at work ‘ The Work Number’
It is an employment verification site that a number of companies are using now. This site has been royal pain in my ass in the past. I was trying to use it today to verify employment and was unable to get logged in. I tried emailing for help and after a few hours I found a number and called them I was tried of waiting. I was so proud of myself because I didn’t even yell I was calm and cool the whole time. I know those tech support people catch a bunch of shit. Because by the time you call them or get through the 20 minutes of…

“ All our costumer services agents are busy assisting other costumers. Your call is important to us please continue to hold and the next available agent will be with you shortly. All calls are answered in the order they are received.”

…you are already past wanting to beat your computer with a bat. There are days if I had one at my desk my computer would be a goner. But alias my computer and the guy at the work number avoid my wrath.

Speaking of my wrath. I must brag on myself because what I did was …. Well I should get a gold star.

I got a love letter from a young man who has been after me for time. He lies like a rug and he has been caught a number of times in lies and well he is 21 what do you expect.

Here is his letter to me sent on 2/3/2008:

Hey fran,
I know it’s been awhile since we’ve talked, and I’m probably one of the last people you would want to hear from. I just had some things I’ve been thinking about for some time. The first thing is that I do love you, I always have, and I always will. I know that’s hard for you to believe now, but it’s the truth. I want to be able to have you back in my life, not only as a friend but as a partner. The second thing I wanted to talk to you about is how badly I fucked up. I was anything but honest, and I caused you more pain than pleasure. No one should have to be in a relationship like that, and I can’t tell you how upset with myself I am for doing that to you. I want you to know that I love you, and I want you to be happy, even if it’s not with me. I have to go but I check my email a couple times a day while I’m out to sea. I hope I hear from you soon.

Love always,

Isn’t that sweet? Well, two weeks ago his fiancĂ©e logged on using his SN and I being the loving kind gal I am sent it to her. < BIG EVIL GRIN> I still got it!!!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Hate is Insidious

I have been trying for a few days to gather my thoughts. I wanted to be able to write a letter to Representative Sally Kern, R, OK, with love in my heart. The love you feel for all mankind. Approaching something like what she said any other way would be counterproductive. I am grateful to be a citizen of the United States of America along with the numerous freedoms that comes with that freedom one of those freedoms is the freedom of speech. However, when someone is an elected official there are lines. She has crossed that line. I am of the feeling that it is hate that is the insidious cancer on society today.

I have numerous questions like where are Jessie Jackson and Al Sharpton? Had she spoke out about the African-American community that way they would beat down her door. It would be headlines on the news. They would demand that she be forced to resign. Larry King would do a show as I am sure would Oprah. But again we seem to be in a spot where we are accepting discrimination. Now the disbelief that we look back at the lunch counter sit-ins with and wonder why we ever let things get that way. Why would we treat another human like that and think it was ok? Yet somehow we don’t seem to get up in arms when another HUMAN is treated with this kind of flagrant disrespect, just because he or she happens to be a homosexual.

There is no agenda. I have been to meetings and if there is I sure missed something. The fabulous crab dip was not one of them. Yes I have been hit on by women they were unwanted advances I have also been hit on by married business men and so many male drunks I have lost count those were also unwanted advances Where is their lynch mob. Every gay man and woman I know wants one thing LOVE. They want the same things every other citizen of this country wants think what you want for your life and this is what they think about.

Discrimination in any form is not acceptable. Why are we accepting it?

Wednesday, March 12, 2008


Rep. Kern, Sally
District 84

Capitol Address:
2300 N. Lincoln Blvd.
Room 332
Oklahoma City, OK 73105
(405) 557-7348
District Address:
2713 Sterling Ave.
Oklahoma City, OK 73127

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

6 years

As of yesterday it had been six years since I have been intimate with a man. Six LONG years.
When I started seeing KB we cuddled and when we did that it had been a long time since I had done that too. (KB is gone BTW)
I feel ready to explode. I have all this energy built up inside of me and I need to get it out. I am not a hop into bed with a guy kind of gal. At least not since I was in my mid-twenties anyway. But damn!! How long does a gal have to wait to find the right guy? What gives?!?!? I know I could have had all kinds of sex with all kinds of men but I am picky picky picky. There is this huge part of me that is about to say screw waiting for love and just have wild sex with some 20 year old.
I am not sure if I should celebrate holding out this long or throw myself under a bus.