As of yesterday it had been six years since I have been intimate with a man. Six LONG years.
When I started seeing KB we cuddled and when we did that it had been a long time since I had done that too. (KB is gone BTW)
I feel ready to explode. I have all this energy built up inside of me and I need to get it out. I am not a hop into bed with a guy kind of gal. At least not since I was in my mid-twenties anyway. But damn!! How long does a gal have to wait to find the right guy? What gives?!?!? I know I could have had all kinds of sex with all kinds of men but I am picky picky picky. There is this huge part of me that is about to say screw waiting for love and just have wild sex with some 20 year old.
I am not sure if I should celebrate holding out this long or throw myself under a bus.